February 2011
1 post
Feb 8th
1,019 notes
January 2011
3 posts
This is....
Getting ridiculous, I’m finding it hard to sleep and when I do sleep I keep having these dreams, sometimes odd and weird sometimes just plain out there or terrifying, I can’t get her out of my head which is stupid because she’s just a memory and I doubt I’ll ever find her and even if I do she probably wont remember me or want to talk to me. Yet a part of me the part that...
Jan 5th
How Sad
Looking for someone I can give my heart too, It’s not much, it’s pretty broken and it may never resemble a heart again but each piece contains my love and I’d be happy to have anyone willing to accept such a gift and maybe find it within themselves to love me too. I know I ask for a lot but I just want to be loved
Jan 4th
Hmm
I don’t really know how to start this or what to say, I guess the underlining thing is I need help, not for myself (for once) well in a way it is I guess. You see about 2 weeks ago I remembered something and someone and now I kinda can’t stop thinking about her and wondering what happened. Our Mum’s used to run cubs/beavers and thus we would sometimes hang around with each...
Jan 2nd
July 2010
1 post
Perhaps
I guess the reason it hurts so much is because I thought I’d finally have a Birthday worth remembering that for once I’d have a wish come true. And I know you can come after and that maybe we can celebrate then but well I’m not sure how to word it but I hope you’ll understand. This whole waiting and having my hopes raised just for them to be crushed is hurting me...
Jul 16th
April 2010
6 posts
Apr 3rd
8 notes
Heh
I’m so messed up it physically hurts me at times.
Apr 1st
Apr 1st
So 2
Do I once again step into the battle of the written word, so two do I once again take a brave step into the breach of it all in the hopes that I might achieve that which I have always sought or to more accurately put it I’m very bored and just feel like writing a bit and as such anyone who reads this will have to go through a lot of words to try and find my point, if there is indeed a...
Apr 1st
Apr 1st
1,428 notes
So
Heya Annie ilu vm <3 lm 2? ;_;
Apr 1st
March 2010
7 posts
Just another day
How pathetic, here I preach about how I’m starting afresh and no longer cowering behind my walls of protection yet the thought of filling one application form scares me because there’s a real chance I could’ve gotten the job. I mean even the people I’m working with on my work experiance have said they’re training me to get the job yet here I am sat at home looking at...
Mar 10th
There will always be the certain time in the day...
profaneinsanity: And I feel like I have so much love to give but I know it wouldn’t be good enough. And I know that there would always be pain that comes alongside with it. And I don’t think going through that again would be worth it. That’s why I’d rather get that every single day than go through the pain eternally.
Mar 7th
“Don’t think that no ones loved you, because they’ve turned away. Don’t feel...”
– (via uncomfortablesoul)
Mar 7th
3 notes
“I asked God to take away my pain. God said, “No, It is not for me to take away,...”
– (via uncomfortablesoul)
Mar 7th
“Nothing’s gonna change my love for you!”
– (via ltgcanlas)
Mar 7th
Huzzah
I look upon those with the weight of the World on their shoulders and I do so envy them for the weight of just one of my problems is enough to cripple me, yet they go on carrying that weight. I wish I was stronger, I wish I was as strong as everyone thinks I am, I know sometimes I seem kinda heartless but that’s only because I have to seem that way to protect myself, I care so much and have...
Mar 7th
How To: Install Love.
milkandbone: softwhisper: creampuff: timirose: Way too cute. It helps. How to Install LOVE Tech Support: Hello … how can I help you? Customer: Well, after much consideration, I’ve decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process? Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed? Customer: Well, I’m not very technical, but I think I’m ready. What do I do first? ...
Mar 7th
2,321 notes
April 2009
2 posts
Scientists Discover True Love
seaofacorns: merricat: atoms: longlivethequeen:haleywordeater:hamandheroin: It appears that scientists have discovered true love. Brain scans have proved that a small number of couples can respond with as much passion after 20 years as most people exhibit only in the first flush of love. The findings overturn the conventional view that love and sexual desire peak at the start of a...
Apr 26th
140 notes
Apr 26th