I don’t really know how to start this or what to say, I guess the underlining thing is I need help, not for myself (for once) well in a way it is I guess.

You see about 2 weeks ago I remembered something and someone and now I kinda can’t stop thinking about her and wondering what happened. Our Mum’s used to run cubs/beavers and thus we would sometimes hang around with each other, I remember woods and looking for acorns with her, I remember spending time in her back yard with her while our parent’s talk. I don’t however remember why that stopped and why she was suddenly gone.

I don’t know why it’s taken me so long to remember and try to find her and I know the chances of anything happening from this our pretty much zilch but really I would do anything to tell her I remember her, to see if she remembers me and to just say hi. I mean she’s probably married by now 24 seems the right sort of age to at least start thinking about such things.

I remember her name is Sarah but my Mum had to tell me her last name and I’m not sure if it’s right but I think it is/was Holdaway, Sarah Holdaway her Mother is called Heather and she has a Brother named Chris.

God I don’t know what I’m doing, I don’t know if I’ll ever make contact with her, it’s just I don’t know she really means something to me it seems.

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